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<June 26, 2005>

just oni came back from malacca.. haven’t been home since the 17th… miss my bed soooo much.. i was in seremban on the 17th till 20th… den went to malacca on the 23rd.. in between that 2 places.. i was in my wai po house… so long nv go back and sleep in that wooden house le… night time sooooooo cold… even cooler than aircond.. no joke dude…

my xiaoyiyi got married on the 26th in malacca.. that’s y i was there for vacation too.. and and and…. i put on 2 kg…. so sad… need to start diet and excercising liao le..  pic taken in my wai po house on my xiaoyiyi’s wedding dinner day.. my mommy side family pic..

<June 14, 2005>

finally… back to my own room… it had been like ages since i left my room for my grandma’s house… haha.. but actually not very long la.. abt few months only.. this is my room… nice ma?? i had to bring back all my stuff from my grandma’s house(just opposite my house only).. hehe.. the most important thing is my pc.. darn! i dun hav anymore broadband… just using dial up now.. so so so slow… wait till fed-up… haih~ better than dun hav la…

my room is sooo full… full of stuffs… and posters.. and the posters are so last year… haha… i used to change it every year… but now become lazy liao.. den no change anymore.. haha…

**edited.. my room’s pic was taken out… soli**

<June 07, 2005>

just bought some Swarovski Crystal beads that cost me RM50. made a bracelet and a pair of earrings.. these stuff are handmade by ah fai.. thanks alot~

i’m wearing these to Jing Siew’s wedding ceremony and dinner… trying to look my best coz she is the best and the only aiya-jiejie that i have.. hmm… dunno whether she will accompany me always after married… sure wont have time liao de la..

this is the 1st time i receive invitation card with my name on it…

most of all.. wishing her all the best la.. since she’s so good to me.. i’m sending all my best and warmest wishes to her.. wish her ‘zhao sheng gui zhi’ and ‘bai tou dao lao’

<June 02, 2005>

my old time fave boy band is back.. yess!~ the boys are back in town~~~

It’s official, the new Backstreet Boys album has been named "Never Gone." The first single of the Backstreet Boy’s new album is "Incomplete!" Will be released on July 14th.

Here’s the US tracklist
TRACK LISTING

1. Incomplete
2. Just Want You To Know
3. Crawling Back To You
4. Weird World
5. I Still…
6. Poster Girl
7. Lose It All
8. Climbing The Walls
9. My Beautiful Woman
10. Safest Place To Hide
11. Siberia
12. Never Gone

Source from their website though

<June 04, 2005>

man.. it scares me.. i’ve had this same nightmare 2 nights in a row.. please dear father god, please let me move on with my life… i dun wanna hang around here anymore.. please dont bring on my heartache.. i’ve been trying to make myself numb to this sad feeling.. i’ve been trying hard..

getting it back aint that easy..

i believe that happiness is ownself get de(xin fu shi zhi zi zheng qu de), but what’s meant to be will always find its way.. i’ve already tried my best..

<June 02, 2005>

suddenly feel like wants to sound out my feeling… this poem has been always with me for quite some time already.. since that movie.. this is my fave poem of all time..

I hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate the way you stare

I hate your big combat boots
and the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick
it even makes me rhyme

I hate the way you’re always right
I hate the way you lie
I hate the way you make me laugh
and even more when you make me cry

I hate it when you’re not around
and the fact that you didn’t call
but mostly I hate is that I don’t hate you
not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.