<December 30, 2005>
waipo passed away this evening at 4.30pm… i was …. when mammi told me waipo passed away.. i dunno how to talk.. i dunno who to tell.. i only can type in front of the pc crying… i’m not there when she passed away… i didn’t get to see her for the last time.. i didnt get to say goodbye to her..
<November 28, 2005>
received a call from mammi.. she said that waipo is in hospital now… in ICU.. her condition quite bad liao ler.. waipo’s heart very weak.. she is in comma now.. dunno when only will wake up.. when mammi call waipo, her tear rolls down.. waipo….
everybody very worry.. i’m very sad.. mammi hav been there since yesterday to take care of waipo.. pray that mammi will be strong.. dun fall sick.. mammi say she dunno when waipo will suddenly go.. mammi so scare… mammi sure cried many times liao le…
i also dunno what am i supposed to do… i dun even know am i supposed to be there when things happen… argh~ pray that waipo will be fine.. hope that she’ll live longer..
<November 26, 2005>
back in mc liao ler.. so happy coz i can online as long as i wan liao.. i asked amy to borrow her internet acc.. evening time went out yumcha in kayu… haih~ wait vicky come back so we decided to have dinner there… mana tau… i’m craving for ABC… den i ordered ABC and roti sardin…
sob sob… my throat getting worse.. night time sleep, den woke up in the middle of the night cough cough.. so xin ku… T_T
den night time went to cheras yumcha with the emotions online gang… as always, more guys than girls.. they must bring me and cath along coz if not they will be ‘gay’thering there liao.. hahaha..
everyone was concerned abt my voice.. i think i really lost my voice liao… didnt really talk when the night yumcha session.. can talk but i end up coughing like mad… so0o xin ku…
i wan stay in kl until saturday den follow jiejie go jb… i dun wan go on monday… when reach jb.. i’ll be alone again.. so sien.. somemore there cannot online… haih~~~~
<November 23, 2005>
haih~ sick jor.. sore throat and cough.. and also nose block.. so xin ku… already 2 days liao le… somemore last night my gugu fried oyster mushroom.. yum~ nice.. but it made my throat worse…
early this 24/11 morning.. abt 2.30 am.. my sanku’s father-in-law passed away… he had 4th stage colon cancer.. after the surgery that day, the doctor said he might live for about 6 months more.. but now he haven’t even spend this christmas with his family..
at first, they was about to get 2nd opinion from another doctor.. hoping that he will have another chance to live.. but time doesnt wait.. he had passed away before it..
pray for him to rest in peace.. pray that he will have eternal happiness in his next stop. and also pray for sanku that she will be tough. pray for uncle kah cheng will handle everything properly..
tonite might go to seremban to help sanku if saeku get leave from her work.. sanku will be too bz to handle everything.. so i hope that we will be able to help her..
<November 22, 2005>
last night i followed my gugu to the prayer meeting..when i was praying, something came into my mind.. something that i should be thankful about.. i think i should write a testimonial for Him.
i wan to thank my Dear Father GOD for listening and answered my prayer.. i wan to thank him for what i have now.. few years ago, i dun look like what i look now.. its totally different from now.. i was abt 70kg back in form 4. and i’m only 152cm tall. so can u imagine how round i am.
since that, i’ve been praying almost everyday and everytime my eyelash falls(coz when my eyelash fall, i’ll remember to pray), i’ll pray: "Dear Father GOD, i wish to be slim and beautiful. thank you for loving me, in Jesus name i pray, AMEN" if i’m not mistaken, i’ve been praying for 2 or 3 years.. so it’s worth a wait.
i’m not saying that i’m very beautiful.. but i’m really happy for what he has given me. what i have now i’m fulfilled. i thank Him for granting my wishes. never giving up on a dream just because of the length of time it will take to accomplish it. the time will pass away.
this is the 1st time i talk abt God in my life.. i finally realize God works we cant see it now, but we will see it in the future.. thank you o Lord.
<November 21, 2005>
sunday went to singapore kaikai yo.. my cousin jiejie came in jb to bring me go sg.. got my haircut in the morning by my ching yiyi… den we plan to go sentosa kaikai.. there very big ar.. we walk walk till leg also pain.. but syok..
in sentosa got alot thing to see o.. the 1st junction i stopped at the imbiah lookout, got SKYBAR, cable car ride and Carlsberg Sky Tower. then we walked to the Merlion.. we saw ppl on top of the merlion.. look like very nice.. but S$10 per entry.. expensive… pics: me and my cousin jiejie..
haha.. den we walked to the merlion walk.. there look like got many snakes.. but dunno wat izzit lai de.. haha.. after that we walk to the fountain garden, musical fountain, enchanted groove of tembusu, underwater world(but nv enter coz dun like fish)… den to the ferry terminal.. and the last place was the siloso beach.. actually we walk alot of places liao.. but most of it i forgot the names liao ler.. hahha..
the beach very nice ar.. calm and peaceful.. but no waves de.. haha… somemore got ppl playing volleyball at there.. girls in bikini playing volleyball.. haha.. somemore the design of the beach very nice.. see the wordings..
den at night time.. we went to see the fantasy musical fountain.. very nice ar.. but too bad.. my digicam cannot take all those lights coz the water really going very fast… all i took was video only.. 1st pic : the view from the musical fountain to the melion.. den, u see my ice cream also bigger than the merlion.. hehehe..
after sentosa.. my cousin brought me to orchard road to see those christmas decoration.. nice but not many lights.. coz come too early ler.. should go on december only merrier.. those are the pics on the street and christmas tree in front of the shopping centre.. den the another christmas tree is in ngee ann city, also a shopping centre… *ish.. i was framed~~*
den came back this afternoon wan come back to m’sia.. but dunno how to come back.. my yiyi and cousin all go work liao le.. den i asked my old netfren.. so luckily they’re not working on monday.. so met up with them in woodlands, den they brought me back to malaysia.. haha…
again i went kaikai in city square.. we went for movies also.. we watched chicken little.. it was so0o funny.. i laugh like wan to roll on the floor liao le.. hehe… den we went to take neoprints ar.. haha.. coz saw the neoprints shop there.. wanna keep as memories.. coz long time no see them liao… next time dunno when will get to meet them again ler..
*jimmy and stephen. jimmy=white shirt, stephen=black shirt more pics of sentosa: Picture of Sentosa
<November 17, 2005>
waaa… yesterday went to city square find part time job… so tired.. walk the whole day… back also pain.. dunno wan find wat job.. some job last time do till sien liao.. haih~ wan try something new.. still cannot get.. my yiyi say go s’pore find.. tomolo go s’pore liao only say la.. malas wan think.. headache..
somemore kena brainwash the whole day… make me feel… i dunno what am i supposed to do.. i know after i go back to kl, i’ll be the same again.. i wont think like now.. everytime also like that.. haih~
today whole day at home.. do nothing.. cooked lunch for myself and then online.. nothing to do.. cannot online so long also.. coz using dialup nia.. wait till sleepy liao le.. k la.. wanna go watch tv le.. so sien..
<November 15, 2005>
yeeeh… finally back to mc again… that day when on the way going back to hometown, my mammi stop by her frens bak kut teh shop in klang.. yum~ nice.. i had my bak kut teh again.. this time de much more nicer.. coz the gravy is much thicker.. and then they have ‘you tiao’ and enoki.. yummy~~
when i reached sitiawan.. so tired edi.. den mammi say go in waipo house see waipo coz waipo sick edi… her heart very weak edi.. den last 2 week, her heart pain until she hit her own chest and use her leg to kick the wooden wall coz wan call ppl come.. i listen to mammi say liao i also felt so……….. T_T mammi say waipo will go anytime.. den that day she pengsan again coz low blood pressure den sent again to hospital.. haih~ see her that day so thin edi… she cannot eat much also.. hope that she’s happy with her everyday life..
den that day was my little cousin bro’s 4th month… his name is Hor Chong Yang.. hehe.. he very cute de… expressionless wan.. haha.. see his bler bler face also wan laugh.. somemore he very quiet and nice… not naughty like her jiejie.. see her jiejie.. so cute also.. and kepoh.. is Soo Hui. my mammi’s side of cousin all use chinese name de.. hahaha…. my meimei say she look like me when i was young.. hhaha.. coz the frindge look like my hair last time..
went back to fajar man cheong goldsmith and see all my frens.. haha.. jing siew got baby liao le… 2 months liao.. she so happy.. she hope to get a baby girl.. hope she will born a cute cute baby girl la.. haha.. this time went back didnt go to see ah zhen and xiao yan also.. dunno wat happen to them liao with two of their kids.. haha… all of my frens hav baby liao o.. ah zhen got 2, xiao yan got 2, jia jia got 1, jing siew de still in stomach.. den small liew also got 1 liao.. and… i think wei shen planning liao la.. haha gf in own house liao.. hmm… ah fai no hope la..
den i went to billion saw aping’s mommy.. she cannot recognise me anymore le… too long no see me liao… hope she will be healthy always.. actually wan go visit ninnin de… but i forgot jot she offday on monday de.. haih`~ didnt get to talk to her also.. if not can get to know abt the whole sitiawan’s news from her… hahaha..
haiz~~ this time so bad luck.. went back stw also lost meimei’s bike.. so kelian her liao.. later ask ah fai fetch her to sch le.. i think i really hav bad luck with bike wan.. all my bikes also hilang de.. now ride meimei’s bike also hilang.. nvm la.. hope amma will buy her a scooter next year if she’s still in sitiawan la.. haha..
back in home…. hmm… nothing has changed.. still the same.. still the same old dad that wont bother to see me also.. den.. my akong miss me very much nia.. he so happy to see me.. haha.. miss him much too… but he also very bising.. ask me this ask me that.. penat wanna answer him also… my aunty ok ok la.. after hear confession from her.. hope that she will take good care of meimei at home la.. somemore she actually cooked fish curry for me.. but then i forgot to tell her i’m going to kl today.. haih~ nv get to eat fish curry… but i got to eat ’sambal petai sotong’ yesterday… yum~ home cooked indonesian style..
[2nd pic is kam puan and wantan soup] this morning went to waipo house again before mammi fetch me go kl.. waipo bought me ‘kam puan and wantan’ yum~~~ niceee… den get to see that kepoh ah hui and yang yang bath bath o.. so cute.. haha..
meimei will be sitting for spm examination this week… so happy to see her… slim down liao loh… dunno is no eat or diet… she say diet.. but i think she stress too much liao la exam coming… somemore she is always over expressioned de.. very moody and alot of feeling one.. penat wan layan her…
talk talk talk nia.. penat i wan listen.. somemore melebih-lebih only.. haih~ who ask me only got this little meimei nia meh…. see the poem she wrote for school magazine la.. original copyright meh.. so bangga with her…
later going jb liao le… hope can online there la.. haha..
<November 11, 2005>
i dun like today……
QUOTE (shinyshampoo @ Nov 11 2005, 09:03 PM) "at first, i liked his jokes.. and then i started to like him too… when i liked him alot, i started to fall in love with him.. since i love him….. i become broken hearted…"
<November 10, 2005>
waa… my internet connection account kena suspended oledi ar.. cannot online liao le… so sad.. waaa… waa… *sob*.. *sob*.. *sob*… regreted didnt pay for the internet… haih`~ just now took utar bus go to sch and online.. haih.. see la.. wanna online till like this..
but then… saturday i’m going back to hometown liao le… so nobody will be using at here.. den ma very rugi loh… haih~~~ hehe… happy coz going back hometown liao le….
yay!~ miss jing siew very much.. miss kom piang, kam puan, loo mien laksa, gandum, ice kacang, rojak manjung, porridge, wantan, you tiao and etc etc etc… waa all food… hehe… and somemore.. i miss my pinkish bedroom.. i miss my bed too.. and my big pink fluffy doggy… but too bad.. my pc is over here… haihz~~
tuesday will be coming to kl again… wan clean up my stuff den go jb liao.. hahaha.. i’m still in the mood of holiday.. lazy wan find job la… isk…
*see ya all la.. dun forget to miss me too.. tata.. *muacks*..
love, baby emily <November 10, 05>
