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<January 30, 2006 - 13.36pm> Roseberrynet CC, Sitiawan

wah.. so sien neh.. today is 2nd day of Chinese New Year le… but the mood still not there… no ppl wanna go pai nian also… but my sanku came back from seremban today…

this few days no transport to everywhere… i’m becoming a orang asli edi… its either i walk or cycle.. den i lost 1 bike edi, den now left only 2 bikes.. so sometimes i walk, sometimes meimei walk.. but most of the time i walk de.. coz i’m the one who lost the bike ma.. luckily my house is just behind the supermarket.. if not, i sure cannot go out liao le..

that friday, i went to perm my hair… actually i went to see my frens.. den saw one of them her hair very nice.. den she ask me wanna perm or not.. den i ma say i wan also loh.. coz it really looks nice… i went to the saloon and sit there for 6 hours… so tired… from 2pm till 8pm. i did spa perm and dyed my hair chocolate colour. but the hair turned out not the one i wanted… i wan digital perm… den when i went back to my frens place, she said that hers permed 1 month ago.. den the shape run edi… so that’s y hers looks like wavy, like digital perm.. but nvm loh.. this hair special abit.. no ppl hav.. only the old english style got nia..

cny eve, albert my twin bro brought me to lumut countdown… but not many ppl there also.. all malays at there.. all chinese at home waiting to countdown wanna play boom le.. den we went to lumut waterfront eat ice kacang.. YUM~~ my favourite… he treat me ice kacang special with 2 scoops of ice cream on top.. later i’ll upload the pics.. hehe.. but then, kena saman aRRRR!!~

yesterday wore my cny clothes… kena scold kao kao from my saeku.. haiz~~~ buy that little clothes also kena scold.. cny one year only once.. also kena scold.. so fed up man… somemore i only bought 1 pair of shoe only.. only 1 set of cny clothes.. den the dress i wore that day also wanna ask the price.. that dress i bought for last year’s cny de.. like that also wanna know… felt very farn see my this gugu again!!!

everything that’s on me also wanna know the price.. as if i’m an illegal consumer like that.. like that also wanna scold me OVERspending money… the money also not hers.. i wan to do whatever i want with the money also cannot… somemore that skirt is pinpin last time buy for me de.. overall i only spent abt rm70 for the whole set include that shoe and exclude the skirt.. woih! funny la this kind of ppl… today i didnt wear my cny clothes liao le.. she see liao, later she sure ask again de.. so i just wore t-shirt and shorts out nia.. later tonite go out wit frens only change…

pic of my cny clothes.. me and my jiejie and meimei.. left is my jiejie, right is my meimei..  

yesterday evening wei xiang and sam came to visit me.. both of them are my chatfren.. long time no see them edi.. all working liao ma.. so they seldom come by my house liao… ah sam look like paikia edi le.. dunno wat happen to him… hahaha…

dunno wat happen to the all chinese gathering liao… tiba-tiba lost sound.. no more gathering le… sienz~

<January 30, 2006 - 1.33pm>

yay!~ my private forum with own domain name is finally out in public le…. its included my own private blogging acc. hahaha… so happy… wanna celebrate with the guys after dex dex come back from sabah~~

private forum - www.emotionsonline.net

my undone blog - www.emotionsonline.net/ahwenbaby 

<January 26, 2006 - 7.20pm>

yay~~~ later going back to sitiawan ler.. so happy… but kinda rush.. coz i still wanna shop.. and simon’s cny clothes also not yet buy.. tot wanna go shopping tonite de.. but cousin bro say wanna go back tonite pulak… supposed to be tomolo morning de.. suddenly change plan.. haiz~

today kinda fed-up… tot class was 11am de.. den i set alarm at 8.45am.. mana tau 9.15am time, amy misscalled me so many times… den somemore last night my hp expire edi.. haiz.. cannot call her back.. but to wait her to let me answer the phone and tell her, i haven’t ready yet…

so this morning i took metro bus to school.. haiz~ really a bad luck day.. i stood in front of mc to wait for bus.. but the bus came and passed by me… the driver cannot see me waving my hand… argh~ den the bus stopped at the bus stop in front there, i tot the bus will wait for me, i run like wanna chase after the bus but mana tau it left….. that time i wanna cry edi…. waited for so long for the next bus to come.. T_T

was late for my english class… but luckily still got others were later than me..

hmm… might not get to online when i’m in hometown ler.. so see u guys in sitiawan la… miss ya~~

**HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL MY FRIENDS**

<January
25, 2006 - 9.25pm>

last night went kaikai in 1utama… but didnt
buy anything coz we didnt really shop also.. just end up chatting in mcD.. den we went
watch movie at there… the new gsc(golden screen cinema) there very nice and comfortable ler.. way better than tgv(tanjung golden village)
de…how come last time so stupid, everytime go there watch movie also go tgv
de.. haiz~~~ again we watched late night
show… last night again i slept late.. we
watched shopaholic.. actually the movie was funny…. but it makes me confused.. the
storyline too wu liao… dunno wat they wants tell.. the message is not really
shown in it loh..

den today after class… actually i skipped the chinese
language class go kaikai in 1utama again.. hehe.. me, margaret, paek kwan, li yin and xin ying went to the
my uncle’s dim sum shop in damansara utama for brunch~ tot we wanna eat hong jiu mian xian,
"rice wine noodles".. but mana tau, my aunty today didnt open her
stall.. so we end up eating dim sum only…

den after that we went to 1utama.. tot wanna go sing K de.. but paek kwan say she got japanese language
class at 4.30pm so scare tak sempat.. so we just went kaikai only le.. bought
quite alot og things o.. but all is accessories and cosmetics only… no buy
clothes or skirts also… bought 1 cute sunglass… very
cute de o.. they said it looks like fly’s eyes.. haha.. but it look cute ma.. coz the
frame its pink colour de..

we kaikai till leg also pain.. den suddenly i saw a tatoo shop, so i went to make a tatoo on my back ler.. coz i really
wanted one last time.. but everytime also no chance, no money and its too
expensive.. but this shop de very cheap den i do loh.. nice ma?? its a butterfly on my back..

today whole day we talked crap.. coz too tired maybe… paek kwan bought an apple’s laptop.. den she
do her stuffs in the shop so long… so i went to kaikai alone… cannot tahan
waiting in the shop… den i walk walk i saw 1 hand bag very cute
de… its a sling handbag… got many many fur de… somemore its hot pink in colour… but too small… i cannot put my purse
inside… do didnt but… next time must change purse 1st liao le.. change to a
smaller one.. hp also same.. wan change smaller de… but no $$.. T_T

den walk walk
till one shop… that shop is the one i like the most. it is the "skin food" shop.. its a korean beauty shop. its stuffs there are nice and the prices are resonable
too.. bought 1 chestnuts volume mascara and a black
bean eyeliner. the stuffs there de name
very special de..

come back time, the parking so expensive neh.. rm7. den somemore we did something stupid.. we
didnt pay at the autopay den we tot can use the touch and go card to pay de.. den
hor, we terus went to the out machine.. haiz~~~ malu nia ler… den we reverse
the car and got ppl benid us edi.. haiz~~ den we tried our best to go back, and
pay at the auto pay loh.. today very unlucky ler.. somemore we went to my uncle’s place time kena saman ar.. coz simply parking.. haiz~~~~~ what a day~

<January 23, 2006 - 9.27pm>

just now went to ss2 pasar malam ar… den come back time hor.. waiting for bus at the bus stop.. den raining ma… den hor.. the cars so jahat… pass by the bus stop so fast… den all the water splash on me… abt 3-4 times meh… almost wet all jor le… 2 times kena my clothes den 1 time kena my face.. luckily the water no masuk my mouth ar… so teruk de all the cars… cannot  drive slowly meh?? somemore there got a t-junction at the end there.. still wan drive so fast.. siao~

today is stevie boy’s birthday… stevie my cute fren.. he is very de cute de… this is a testi for him i wrote last year :

ahwenBABY, localDatewithTimezone(”Sep 22, 2004 11:53 PM”,”time2tag7″);Thursday, September 23, 2004:
hello ah brother~ long time no see liao
loh.. how are u doing ar? still got dream
the pork meat chasing u mah? hehe..
this is stevie. he is the cute type of guy.
he is not as macho as jay chou or
handsome as louis koo. he is just
stevie. stevie the cutie pie.. hehehe~
just kidding la.. but what i can say is he
is just cute.. stv, last time u forgot to
bring me go drink longan water leh.. u
still owe me ar.. claim back end of this
year la.. but still dunno got go o not la..
nvm la, this time no go, next time sure
got chance for u to treat me de la..
hehehe^^ next time remember to bring
me go petaling street drink the longan
water ar… okla, that’s all for now.. wish u
all the best.. good luck in looking for
your dream girl ar.. hehe.. next time u
found liao, u can ask melvin sleep
outside de la.. i wont mind also… but u
dun tell him i say de o… ^_^

**but brother… u still owe me longan water ar……

<January 22, 2006 - 2.23pm>

last night simon brought me to stadium bukit jalil see yeng car drift. Race Rally Research(R3) Street Shout-Out 5.5 challenge championship finals D1 malaysia. alot of ppl there ar… somemore we cannot park the car inside.. so we parked outside and then walked in there.. when i reached there, i was like… wondering, how am i supposed to see the cars ler??? i know la i’m short, haiz~ somemore wear skirt.. cannot panjat on the generator or the fence or the thing to see… but luckily at last found a place to stand and see la.. haha…

saw a pink fushia car..  nissan 180sx ..nice car~ my 1st marked car.. got in the best-16 tsuiso battle but got out after that.. coz lose jor… kelian… haiz~ den another white 180sx also very nice, entered the Best-4 Tsuiso Battle, battle wit the toyota TE71.

got nice cars and old looking cars also… got skyline, cefiro, 180sx, waja R3 and some dunno name.. corollas was the old ones.. but…. top 2 cars was the corollas.. winner was tengku jan driving toyota corolla Ae86. jay chou’s tofu car.. den the second one was dirty gold colour toyota TE71 driven by mr.tan.. the drivers quite young de… geng~ pictures taken by babyk, black frame de taken by christan~

but the only thing i dun like abt is the speaker/emcee… so chaokia.. so memalukan nia.. i know la they are from senario de.. but try to make it sound more professional ma…haiz~ i wonder how those japanese think when this malaysian guy talk so loud and make funny funny noises… and then somemore try to make fun of japanese words.. haiz~

den somemore that lanpetpet dunno how to pronounce the generator.. and then he pronounced it wrongly, den his fren asked him wat he said just now.. he was like……  i think he was so malu edi.. hahaha… but that another guy make the laughing sound so…. yucky~ like he haven’t laugh in 100 years.. so geli nia..

overall nice la… coz got to see nice cars… haha..

<January 21, 2006 - 10.37am>

last night went to sunway watch memoirs of geisha.. went wit jamie, ailing, simon and michael.. all stw ppl except for ailing.. yesterday was the second day premier… so many ppl watching.. wanna buy 8.45pm de ticket but all sold out liao.. haha.. den we all watched the late night show at 11.45pm.. after movie already dunno wat time.. den reached home also 3am liao… so tired.. better go sleep early.. if not, later pimples pop out again~

the movie is nice.. it really shows the heart of females. the jealousy and revengious heart. very very terrible.. luckily i’m not like that… if everyone in this world is like that, i’m sure this world have no peace at all liao ler.. but 1 thing very funny loh… how come that guy can fall in love wit the small girl since the girl so young loh?? haiz~ supposed to be like father and daughter’s love ma…

the plot summary of the movie: In 1929 an impoverished nine-year-old named Chiyo from a fishing
village is sold to a geisha house in Kyoto’s Gion district and
subjected to cruel treatment from the owners and the head geisha
Hatsumomo. Her stunning beauty attracts the vindictive jealousy of
Hatsumomo, until she is rescued by and taken under the wing of
Hatsumomo’s bitter rival, Mameha. Under Mameha’s mentorship, Chiyo
becomes the geisha named Sayuri, trained in all the artistic and social
skills a geisha must master in order to survive in her society. As a
renowned geisha she enters a society of wealth, privilege, and
political intrigue. As World War II looms Japan and the geisha’s world
are forever changed by the onslaught of history.

do u know the meaning of geisha? geisha are professional female entertainers who perform traditional japanese arts at banquets. the word geisha literally translates to "arts person" or "one trained in arts" (gei = art, sha = person). It is also sometimes described as "women of arts, which is exactly what a geisha is - a woman trained in the traditional arts of Japan such as dance, music, singing to name a few. geisha are dressed in a kimono, and their faces are made up very pale.

girls who wish to become a geisha, have to go through a rigid apprenticeship during which they learn various traditional arts and also conversation anf other social skills. in kyoto, geisha apprentices are called "maiko". the word maiko literally translates to "dancing child" (mai 
= dance, ko = child), but is also referred to as "dancing girl". a maiko is an apprentice geisha who must must undergo a period of training that generally takes 5 years.

are maiko and geisha prostitutes?? most certainly not! a maiko and geisha’s profession is based on preserving the traditional arts such as dance, singing and music and entertaining in a non-sexual manner.

 ""The confusion as to whether Geisha are prostitutes or not seems to have stemmed both from the close proximity Geisha had to courtesans in the Edo era and the fact that they did technically originate from the red light districts. The main culprit though appears to be from post World War II occupation by U.S. service men.

Many U.S. service came home from Japan with wild and raunchy stories of "Gee-sha Girls" whom, for most of the part where not in fact real Geisha, but rather, ordinary Japanese women or prostitutes masquerading or calling themselves "Geisha", largely because it was easiest for the service men to understand.

Of course, the large majority of service men did not know the difference, and despite the survival of the Geisha districts after the enforcement 
of the prostitution laws in 1957 and the subsequent closure of the red light districts, the misconception has haunted the flower and willow world ever since. ""

that’s what i found on the net.. remember, geisha are not prostitutes… there are alot of facts on geisha.. they have geisha, maiko and geiko. all not same de.. somemore their make up, kimono, obi, dance, hair and alot more can represent them.. if u wan to know, u can google it.. hehe…

*haiz~ yesterday de 12 pcs tumbnails pic assmt kena reject jor… today need to draw back liao ler… sob.. sob..

<January 19, 2006 - 11.10pm>

tomolo conceptual design tutorial teacher wanna see the pointalism drawings ar… almost finish edi mine de… but next
week only pass up.. so should be able to finish it within the time given loh..
hehe.. i drew a ballet shoe…

yesterday i asked my roommate to guess wat is the picture ar… den she answer me wat
u know? she say its a pants or jeans.. haiz~~~~ dunno wat she thinking.. how
come she will see other picture de.. den i said its a ballet shoe, den only she say oh ya~ aiyo.. pengz ler..

but the 12 pcs of picture i simply do de.. coz no idea.. dunno wat to draw…
so yesterday i decided that i take the topic "beauty".. coz everyday also i like to do this… hehehe… she say find
a topic that i like the most and think of the irrealistic picture of it… and
draw for the LINE colomn… dunno i draw correct or not de.. hahaha..

the 1st pic is one of the 12 pics… and its a top view of eyelashes. 2nd pic: pearl beads. 3rd is half of a body. 4th is lace, 5th is wavy or curly hair, 6th is the left side eyebrow. the 7th is bubble produced by the body bath or water. 8th is facial mask. 9th is the sign of female. 10th: corsette(dunno how to spell) 11th : is some parts of shoe; the wa wa shoe. 12th: i not yet draw.. coz last night think liao den forgot jor.. so didnt draw.. *soli, pics bler bler de…

<January 19, 2006 - 1.36am>

just now went out yumcha wit jamie and debby neh.. so long no see them liao… i think after that party in july, didnt see them anymore coz jamie went back to new zealand ler.. and then debby start to work liao.. no time to go out together also.. everytime also plan wanna go kaikai together but nv go coz when i’m bz time; she is not, den she is bz time, i’m not.. hahaha…

simon, its not that i dun like to your story… its ok coz i only give my opinion… and hear ur problem.. but the girl, i know both of the guy and girl.. so when the girl make story abt the guy, it makes me sick.. so that’s y i dun like to listen to that girls story ler… hahaha.. just now no chance to tell u.. coz bz talk wit jamie and debby.. now come back only remember.. haha..

hehe… jamie gave me this chocolates neh… from new zealand de… fly come back by aeroplane de neh… its white chocolate~ my fave~~ and also cadbury PINKY~~ its marshmallow and caramel covered in DAIRY MILK milk chocolate, and its 90% fat free de wor, jamie they say i sure bu she de eat de.. ya true… but… it looks nice to eat neh.. so they said i can tie the chocolates as keychain and keep it hahaha…~~ meet kiwi~~ he come from new zealand de..~
 

<January 17, 2006 - 4.05pm>

A kindergarten teacher has decided to let her class play a game. The teacher told each child in the class to bring along a plastic bag containing a few potatoes. Each potato will be given a name of a person that the child hates, so the number of potatoes that a child will put in his/her plastic bag will depend on the number of people he/she hates.

So when the day came, every child brought some potatoes with the name of the people he/she hated. Some had 2 potatoes; some 3 while some up to 5 potatoes.

The teacher then told the children to carry with them the potatoes in the plastic bag wherever they go (even to the toilet) for 1 week.

Days after days passed by, and the children started to complain due to the unpleasant smell let out by the rotten potatoes. Besides, those having 5 potatoes also had to carry heavier bags. After 1 week, the children were relieved because the game had finally ended.

The teacher asked: "How did you feel while carrying the potatoes with you for 1 week?" The children let out their frustrations and started complaining of the trouble that they had to go through having to carry the heavy and smelly potatoes wherever they go.

Then the teacher told them the hidden meaning behind the game.

The teacher said: "This is exactly the situation when you carry your hatred for somebody inside your heart. The stench of hatred will contaminate your heart and you will carry it with you wherever you
go. If you cannot  tolerate the smell of rotten potatoes for just 1 week, can you imagine what is it like to have the stench of hatred in your heart for your lifetime???"

Moral of the story:
Throw away any hatred for anyone from your heart so that you will not carry sins for a lifetime. Forgiving others is the best attitude to take!
Love others even if you don’t like them…