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<January 23, 2006 - 9.27pm>

just now went to ss2 pasar malam ar… den come back time hor.. waiting for bus at the bus stop.. den raining ma… den hor.. the cars so jahat… pass by the bus stop so fast… den all the water splash on me… abt 3-4 times meh… almost wet all jor le… 2 times kena my clothes den 1 time kena my face.. luckily the water no masuk my mouth ar… so teruk de all the cars… cannot  drive slowly meh?? somemore there got a t-junction at the end there.. still wan drive so fast.. siao~

today is stevie boy’s birthday… stevie my cute fren.. he is very de cute de… this is a testi for him i wrote last year :

ahwenBABY, localDatewithTimezone(”Sep 22, 2004 11:53 PM”,”time2tag7″);Thursday, September 23, 2004:
hello ah brother~ long time no see liao
loh.. how are u doing ar? still got dream
the pork meat chasing u mah? hehe..
this is stevie. he is the cute type of guy.
he is not as macho as jay chou or
handsome as louis koo. he is just
stevie. stevie the cutie pie.. hehehe~
just kidding la.. but what i can say is he
is just cute.. stv, last time u forgot to
bring me go drink longan water leh.. u
still owe me ar.. claim back end of this
year la.. but still dunno got go o not la..
nvm la, this time no go, next time sure
got chance for u to treat me de la..
hehehe^^ next time remember to bring
me go petaling street drink the longan
water ar… okla, that’s all for now.. wish u
all the best.. good luck in looking for
your dream girl ar.. hehe.. next time u
found liao, u can ask melvin sleep
outside de la.. i wont mind also… but u
dun tell him i say de o… ^_^

**but brother… u still owe me longan water ar……

<January 22, 2006 - 2.23pm>

last night simon brought me to stadium bukit jalil see yeng car drift. Race Rally Research(R3) Street Shout-Out 5.5 challenge championship finals D1 malaysia. alot of ppl there ar… somemore we cannot park the car inside.. so we parked outside and then walked in there.. when i reached there, i was like… wondering, how am i supposed to see the cars ler??? i know la i’m short, haiz~ somemore wear skirt.. cannot panjat on the generator or the fence or the thing to see… but luckily at last found a place to stand and see la.. haha…

saw a pink fushia car..  nissan 180sx ..nice car~ my 1st marked car.. got in the best-16 tsuiso battle but got out after that.. coz lose jor… kelian… haiz~ den another white 180sx also very nice, entered the Best-4 Tsuiso Battle, battle wit the toyota TE71.

got nice cars and old looking cars also… got skyline, cefiro, 180sx, waja R3 and some dunno name.. corollas was the old ones.. but…. top 2 cars was the corollas.. winner was tengku jan driving toyota corolla Ae86. jay chou’s tofu car.. den the second one was dirty gold colour toyota TE71 driven by mr.tan.. the drivers quite young de… geng~ pictures taken by babyk, black frame de taken by christan~

but the only thing i dun like abt is the speaker/emcee… so chaokia.. so memalukan nia.. i know la they are from senario de.. but try to make it sound more professional ma…haiz~ i wonder how those japanese think when this malaysian guy talk so loud and make funny funny noises… and then somemore try to make fun of japanese words.. haiz~

den somemore that lanpetpet dunno how to pronounce the generator.. and then he pronounced it wrongly, den his fren asked him wat he said just now.. he was like……  i think he was so malu edi.. hahaha… but that another guy make the laughing sound so…. yucky~ like he haven’t laugh in 100 years.. so geli nia..

overall nice la… coz got to see nice cars… haha..

<January 21, 2006 - 10.37am>

last night went to sunway watch memoirs of geisha.. went wit jamie, ailing, simon and michael.. all stw ppl except for ailing.. yesterday was the second day premier… so many ppl watching.. wanna buy 8.45pm de ticket but all sold out liao.. haha.. den we all watched the late night show at 11.45pm.. after movie already dunno wat time.. den reached home also 3am liao… so tired.. better go sleep early.. if not, later pimples pop out again~

the movie is nice.. it really shows the heart of females. the jealousy and revengious heart. very very terrible.. luckily i’m not like that… if everyone in this world is like that, i’m sure this world have no peace at all liao ler.. but 1 thing very funny loh… how come that guy can fall in love wit the small girl since the girl so young loh?? haiz~ supposed to be like father and daughter’s love ma…

the plot summary of the movie: In 1929 an impoverished nine-year-old named Chiyo from a fishing
village is sold to a geisha house in Kyoto’s Gion district and
subjected to cruel treatment from the owners and the head geisha
Hatsumomo. Her stunning beauty attracts the vindictive jealousy of
Hatsumomo, until she is rescued by and taken under the wing of
Hatsumomo’s bitter rival, Mameha. Under Mameha’s mentorship, Chiyo
becomes the geisha named Sayuri, trained in all the artistic and social
skills a geisha must master in order to survive in her society. As a
renowned geisha she enters a society of wealth, privilege, and
political intrigue. As World War II looms Japan and the geisha’s world
are forever changed by the onslaught of history.

do u know the meaning of geisha? geisha are professional female entertainers who perform traditional japanese arts at banquets. the word geisha literally translates to "arts person" or "one trained in arts" (gei = art, sha = person). It is also sometimes described as "women of arts, which is exactly what a geisha is - a woman trained in the traditional arts of Japan such as dance, music, singing to name a few. geisha are dressed in a kimono, and their faces are made up very pale.

girls who wish to become a geisha, have to go through a rigid apprenticeship during which they learn various traditional arts and also conversation anf other social skills. in kyoto, geisha apprentices are called "maiko". the word maiko literally translates to "dancing child" (mai 
= dance, ko = child), but is also referred to as "dancing girl". a maiko is an apprentice geisha who must must undergo a period of training that generally takes 5 years.

are maiko and geisha prostitutes?? most certainly not! a maiko and geisha’s profession is based on preserving the traditional arts such as dance, singing and music and entertaining in a non-sexual manner.

 ""The confusion as to whether Geisha are prostitutes or not seems to have stemmed both from the close proximity Geisha had to courtesans in the Edo era and the fact that they did technically originate from the red light districts. The main culprit though appears to be from post World War II occupation by U.S. service men.

Many U.S. service came home from Japan with wild and raunchy stories of "Gee-sha Girls" whom, for most of the part where not in fact real Geisha, but rather, ordinary Japanese women or prostitutes masquerading or calling themselves "Geisha", largely because it was easiest for the service men to understand.

Of course, the large majority of service men did not know the difference, and despite the survival of the Geisha districts after the enforcement 
of the prostitution laws in 1957 and the subsequent closure of the red light districts, the misconception has haunted the flower and willow world ever since. ""

that’s what i found on the net.. remember, geisha are not prostitutes… there are alot of facts on geisha.. they have geisha, maiko and geiko. all not same de.. somemore their make up, kimono, obi, dance, hair and alot more can represent them.. if u wan to know, u can google it.. hehe…

*haiz~ yesterday de 12 pcs tumbnails pic assmt kena reject jor… today need to draw back liao ler… sob.. sob..

<January 19, 2006 - 11.10pm>

tomolo conceptual design tutorial teacher wanna see the pointalism drawings ar… almost finish edi mine de… but next
week only pass up.. so should be able to finish it within the time given loh..
hehe.. i drew a ballet shoe…

yesterday i asked my roommate to guess wat is the picture ar… den she answer me wat
u know? she say its a pants or jeans.. haiz~~~~ dunno wat she thinking.. how
come she will see other picture de.. den i said its a ballet shoe, den only she say oh ya~ aiyo.. pengz ler..

but the 12 pcs of picture i simply do de.. coz no idea.. dunno wat to draw…
so yesterday i decided that i take the topic "beauty".. coz everyday also i like to do this… hehehe… she say find
a topic that i like the most and think of the irrealistic picture of it… and
draw for the LINE colomn… dunno i draw correct or not de.. hahaha..

the 1st pic is one of the 12 pics… and its a top view of eyelashes. 2nd pic: pearl beads. 3rd is half of a body. 4th is lace, 5th is wavy or curly hair, 6th is the left side eyebrow. the 7th is bubble produced by the body bath or water. 8th is facial mask. 9th is the sign of female. 10th: corsette(dunno how to spell) 11th : is some parts of shoe; the wa wa shoe. 12th: i not yet draw.. coz last night think liao den forgot jor.. so didnt draw.. *soli, pics bler bler de…

<January 19, 2006 - 1.36am>

just now went out yumcha wit jamie and debby neh.. so long no see them liao… i think after that party in july, didnt see them anymore coz jamie went back to new zealand ler.. and then debby start to work liao.. no time to go out together also.. everytime also plan wanna go kaikai together but nv go coz when i’m bz time; she is not, den she is bz time, i’m not.. hahaha…

simon, its not that i dun like to your story… its ok coz i only give my opinion… and hear ur problem.. but the girl, i know both of the guy and girl.. so when the girl make story abt the guy, it makes me sick.. so that’s y i dun like to listen to that girls story ler… hahaha.. just now no chance to tell u.. coz bz talk wit jamie and debby.. now come back only remember.. haha..

hehe… jamie gave me this chocolates neh… from new zealand de… fly come back by aeroplane de neh… its white chocolate~ my fave~~ and also cadbury PINKY~~ its marshmallow and caramel covered in DAIRY MILK milk chocolate, and its 90% fat free de wor, jamie they say i sure bu she de eat de.. ya true… but… it looks nice to eat neh.. so they said i can tie the chocolates as keychain and keep it hahaha…~~ meet kiwi~~ he come from new zealand de..~
 

<January 17, 2006 - 4.05pm>

A kindergarten teacher has decided to let her class play a game. The teacher told each child in the class to bring along a plastic bag containing a few potatoes. Each potato will be given a name of a person that the child hates, so the number of potatoes that a child will put in his/her plastic bag will depend on the number of people he/she hates.

So when the day came, every child brought some potatoes with the name of the people he/she hated. Some had 2 potatoes; some 3 while some up to 5 potatoes.

The teacher then told the children to carry with them the potatoes in the plastic bag wherever they go (even to the toilet) for 1 week.

Days after days passed by, and the children started to complain due to the unpleasant smell let out by the rotten potatoes. Besides, those having 5 potatoes also had to carry heavier bags. After 1 week, the children were relieved because the game had finally ended.

The teacher asked: "How did you feel while carrying the potatoes with you for 1 week?" The children let out their frustrations and started complaining of the trouble that they had to go through having to carry the heavy and smelly potatoes wherever they go.

Then the teacher told them the hidden meaning behind the game.

The teacher said: "This is exactly the situation when you carry your hatred for somebody inside your heart. The stench of hatred will contaminate your heart and you will carry it with you wherever you
go. If you cannot  tolerate the smell of rotten potatoes for just 1 week, can you imagine what is it like to have the stench of hatred in your heart for your lifetime???"

Moral of the story:
Throw away any hatred for anyone from your heart so that you will not carry sins for a lifetime. Forgiving others is the best attitude to take!
Love others even if you don’t like them…

<January
16, 2006 - 09.32pm>

T_T.. sick jor.. fever last night.. slept at abt 7.30 pm coz eat liao the flu
medicine, felt drowsy… i even can felt sleepy in front of my pc… den cannot
tahan went to sleep.. den my roommates talk talk so loud, until i woke up at
9pm again.. haiz~~ den woke up at 5am coz throat hurts… felt so dry… drank a lot of water liao still
pain..

today in class felt sleepy coz of the cough syrup.. but not as sleepy as last night, coz the cough med not that strong… dun dare to eat
the flu med, coz scare accidently fall asleep n class.. haha…

den today in sch got the miss
cinderella contest ma, jaygen keep
on asking me to join.. hmm.. if i got $$, i sure join de.. like the one in fajar last time.. but
this month i already pokai liao ler… so fast… everytime went out with jiejie,
everything also she pay de.. i no need to pay… even i but my stuff also she
pay.. thanks to her..~~

after class went to midvalley again~~ haiz.. sien la everytime also go midvalley… my
jiejie la… she lost her stationary, so wanna go to jusco
to buy..

den we ate McD prosperity chicken burger.. hmmm.. this time de not very nice coz
they put onions instead of green pepper(capsicum). coz the capsicum will make the black papper taste hotter… nice.. but still cannot fight with burger king de black papper beef burger.. haha.. but i only eat little bit nia coz its beef meat.. they dun hav black pepper chicken burger in burger king..

<January 13, 2006 - 8.49pm>

and finally, i got something to say today… hmm… how am i supposed to start it ar…. …. okey… i’m feeling weird again.. like i used to felt when i 1st came to utar… again i felt leftover.. i actually felt this when i got to know that the gang that i used to hang out with went for an outing without me…. i know i wouldn’t join the trip also if they asked me, but… at least they should have asked… but no.. they didnt..

i know i might be too sensative… but.. but… how would u felt if u were me?? the gang that u tot was your best friend, went out kaikai without you.. and can u imagine that u are the only one that they didnt invite.. i’m sure that u think that something is wrong with u, rite?? and even worse when i got to know this thing from xin ying…

they dont used to "help" me like last time… coz last time they used to tell me wat time should i wait for them downstairs to go to school in the morning… that night i didnt received any sms from them, so i felt dun like to disturb them.. so i see the timetable myself… i actually tot i should have a class at 9.30am.. so i was sleeping when xin ying missed call me(a signal that the bus is coming).. den i sms her back asking "y are we going to school, so early? wasnt the class is at 9.30?" i was shocked when i received the reply said that the class is at 8.00am.. dang!~ my reaction was….. should i or should i not….

i know… when i reached school… qling dun even dare to speak to me anymore.. i know what was they thinking… they tot that i would ignore them coz of wat happened… but i tried to calm myself down and keep myself from blaming people.. i talked to myself that they are not the one responsible for my mistake.. i should be more responsible and alert about the classes… so i did talked to them… but they are still the same… although they talks to me, i just felt there are something different..

so i actually chatted online with li yin… i asked whether i can join her in any group assignment? she is nice to accept me.. coz i dun wan to end up like jeygan, dun hav a group till the last minute.. i know that qling, nowadays she is close to yu ming… i already know what’s on their mind… so i made my 1st step to move out from them, i joined the group wit li yin.. poor amy and paek kwan, i think that they tot that they will be in the same group as them.. but they was like "kicked" out from the group.. amy and paek kwan that used to hang around them got "kicked" out, how abt me? luckily i made my move…

as expected, they formed a group consists of the both best fren and 3 sarcastic guys.. dam, now i’m starting to hate the 3 buggers..  its not that they takeover my fren that i mind.. they can be whoever’s fren they like.. its their freedom.. i just dun like their mouth, sarcastic.. i really cannot stand them teasing me.. especially that elephant.. i’m trying my best not to talk to them as when i argue with those idiots, it will drag me down to their level and beat me with experience..

i’m sure that paek kwan felt the same as i felt too… she is just keeping it to herself.. she is trying to fit in and ignore the conflict that is happening now.. and tse ker probably also same… he is joining the girls most of the time.. i’m trying my best too…. but i’m feeling weird.. especially this few days when we got out from class, i dunno who to find… like an idiot standing there.. haiz~ guess i’m a loner again…

last sem, i used to think that yu ming and qling hated those buggers.. but now they are even closer… i dunno wat happened between them and i’m trying my best to ignore it.. i know now i’m talking bad stuff behind their back… note that "i’m not talking behind their back, i didnt even talked abt this to anyone" i cannot stand this.. i need to release my tension.. the only place i can release is in my blog… i know some of my classmates read my blogs… so i just hope that u all keep it to yourself loh..

now u can see those in gangs are in their group.. group 1:aaron’s group, the leftovers: paek kwan. group 2: sinlay’s group, no leftovers. group 3: chia hui’s group, leftovers: tse ker. group 4: yu ming’s group, no leftovers. group 5: consists of all leftovers, me, li yin, jaygen, margaret+xin ying. and leftovers that joined other class is amy. (this is what i saw and think of, dont take it personally)

i miss my friends back in school… probably in utar here, there are all chinese.. so it breaks into so many gangs…. last time, in convent… we only have abt 7 chinese in class.. so we are best frens.. even in methodist high school and acs school also same.. chinese all 1 gang..

and now… i started to believe what stevie had said to bb and aping.. be friends… make friends with a limit(dunno how to say it in english) in mandarin is "zuo peng you yau yao ju li"…. i miss pinpin… he always accompany me to anywhere.. nowadays, no ppl accompany me also… tomolo also same.. no ppl accompany me go out… probably might stay in room only ler… coz jiejie in pastor’s house tomolo, cath cath they all working… haiz~~

and even the bbq party was cancelled.. it supposed to be tonight… probably dex is bz… haiz~ i think, the genting trip also canceled liao ler.. conq already mengamuk… cath and kev bz working, roy and dex bz in sch… haiz~~~

*if u’re offended, i’m sorry*

<January 12, 2006 - 7.14pm>

today jie jie birthday o… bought a keychain for her… den we went downstairs eat dinner to celebrate… today too bz, no time go out buy cake for her.. tot wanna go pasar malam buy cake de.. but raining so didnt go…

yesterday she lost her school bag.. den everything also lost.. the keychain we bought together also lost jor… den today i went to the shop wanna buy the same keychain back, but finish edi.. so i bought the love shape de loh..

today de copywriting class so sien neh…. the teacher talk so long liao also not yet finish his lecture.. talk talk talk, dunno talk wat.. i slept 1 time liao den woke up, den went for break, den slept again, den woke up went to internet lab, den come back, he also not yet finish his lecture… his lecture soo soo0o long ar..

den after class so funny and scared… my new class joining with the may intake de ppl ma.. den got 1 guy that looks like petaling street ah beng just now come to me say his fren wanna know me.. den he bring his short fren.. i dunno wat to say to him, den i walked quickly to tse ker.. den pretend to talk to tse ker.. tse ker also bler… coz i talked crap.. haha..

today in introduction to chinese de class very funny ar… coz teacher taught us how to pronounce the chinese sound.. den jaygen always make jokes and funny funny sound from it.. hahaha… and the chong guy also same… the chinese teacher called him belacan.. coz  i think his name is kah chan but teacher mistaken him for belacan… hhaha.. den me and li yin always laugh them… haha…

<January 11, 2006 -
11.54pm>

this afternoon went to sunway
piramid watched moonlight in tokyo with kelvin… at 1st the story was so0oo funny and happy…. the
scripts was really dam funny de meh… coz they talking alot of craps..
hahaha…

but then when reach the ending… suddenly only become sad… really sad… i really like wanted to cry edi.. never tot that it suddenly got twist at the
ending.. nice movie but not a very happy
ending.. if got happy ending…. sure the
movie will be very common liao loh.. coz always movie will have happy ending
like fairyland de… just like at the end the hero live happily ever
after…. so…. i think the movie is nice loh… this is my personal opinion loh…

today is mammi’s birthday… this year mammi
old 1 year liao ler… 46 years old liao… wish mammi all the luck in the world and happy always…

the bag that i bought in piramid… its baby doll… so cute neh..